I know that you hate flying in an airplane but love airports
I know that you broke your nose but don’t care if people notice
I know what makes you laugh and I know what makes you really laugh
I know when you’re lying to everyone
I know when you really like someone and when you just like them
I know you better than I know myself

You don’t know
What it’s like
To love the dark
And hate the light

You don’t see
What it’s like
To have a loose rope
Then tie it tight

You don’t feel
What it’s like
To do everything wrong
But make it seem right

You don’t know
What it’s like
To feel so sad during the day
But numb at night

I miss the way

You used to smile

With all your teeth

Like a crocodile


I miss the way

You used to laugh

You were so happy

I wish it would last


I miss the way

You used to breathe

It seems so effortless

So full of ease


I miss the way

You used to care

You wanted to live

Suicide? You wouldn’t dare.


I miss the way

You used to be here

But now you’re gone
You left me alone dear

What ever happened to happiness
She was here just a year ago
What ever happened to happiness
I never wanted him to go
What ever happened to love
I’ve never really seen it
What ever happened to love
I’d love to be in it
What ever happened to you
I miss you so much
What ever happened to you
Your skin is cold to the touch
What ever happened to life
It gets harder each day
What ever happened to life
I need the strength to stay